~ SP404 LOVE Drama : Seiko's POV ~

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See Nic's POV here: [link]
INSANE VER: (WARNING! MAY DISTURB YOU! LIKE.... A LOT.) [link]
Lyrics in the background belong to ROAD, who created them to cover this song: [link]

Once upon a time, on an island hidden within the Bermuda Triangle... //shot

(The young lady in the picture) Seiko's mind is spinning, so much that it is even awakens the madness that she keeps tucked away. The cause? Most likely the love triangle that started ever since she met Nic ( [link] ) and Seth ( [link] ). At first she was going to make the choice quick, but time quickly passed and it was already too late.

So she confesses to Nic first, and gets so happy when he doesn't reject her and leave. But then she realizes that she has to tell Nic about Seth as well. If she didn't, she thought, Nic would eventually find out and get much more hurt than if she told him now. So she decides to tell him now, and she can already tell that he's about to give up. Seiko, at least she thinks it worked, convinces Nic that just because she likes Seth that doesn't mean she can like him as well.

Next to confess to is Seth. The day before the market Seiko and him were strolling around Alpha and when their conversation became quiet she decided to use this moment to tell him about her love toward him and Nic. Seth at first was very quiet, then he gets a smile on his face and tells her about his love for her. Seiko gets very relieved after he says this, glad she didn't have to convince him like she had to convince Nic. But then Seth tries moving in to kiss her. Her head panics, she doesn't know why though. She wanted to kiss him. But shocks of pain filled her head after gaining a flashback, and she pushes him away and starts running.
This is not actually the first time this happened. When they first met and Seth touched her, the same thing happened. But later on she was able to patch that up with Seth, and he seemed to completely understand. Seiko began to think that he was a bit too understanding, but she brushes it off after he adds "I am completely sure that I'm fine with it. I'll just make sure to be careful next time, it's not you, it's me. Don't worry about it, Seiko." with a smile.

The strange thing, though, is that when she kissed Nic nothing like that happened.

But, Seiko chose not to think more about her memories, confessing wasn't the only task she had to do, she still has to decide between them. She spends almost every second thinking about the decision, despite the headaches, flashbacks, and pains it gave her.

Until one day she found out that she wasn't the only girl Seth liked. At the beach, she saw Nara ( [link] ) kissing him. A lot. This made jealousy grow inside of her like a weed and it just kept on spreading and spreading... so much that another person was created. Seiko gave it a name, Envy. Envy even went up to Seth one day and started screaming at him. "Why didn't you tell me you liked her??! In fact, why did you even kiss her all of those times?! What, do you have to kiss us, and do whatever you want to us to freaking decide?!" Seth replies calmly to her. Again, he apparently understands once again. She lifts a hand to slap him, but Seiko starts fighting Envy, and made her inactive for the time being. Instead of Seth getting slapped, Seiko says "If you want to do that, just take Nara!" before starting to cry on him. Seth still gets hit by her fist though, but not hard enough to get hurt. Then she hears Seth mumble "I don't want to do that, it will hurt you more." This made her head hurt more, so she ordered him to go back to his room. She can't deal with him anymore. But then he suddenly pins her to the tree so that she couldn't move. "No, I want-" The rest is cut off because Nic interrupts and tells Seth to let go of her.

Seiko isn't able to hear the conversation, too busy focusing on her thoughts. Nic's back again... Why does he keep on disappearing like that? It worries the heck out of me, I sometimes wonder if he's dead when he disappears. Or taken away, because I can never find him whenever I look. I'm a horrible caretaker, I'm supposed to know where he is. I wonder if he is disappoi- That is when Seth lets go of her so that he could kick Nic in the side. She was about to jump into action, but a flashback hits her. Usually her flashbacks would be blurry, but this is almost crystal-clear. There's two people fighting, one blond haired guy with a blurred out face standing where Nic is, and a black haired guy standing where Seth is. But as quickly as it came it disappeared, and she saw Seth continuously hitting Nic. But how can she stop this? If she defends Nic that will most likely make Seth even more angry and would want to hit Nic even more. But if she convinces Seth to stop in a way that she thinks it would be effective, he'll stop, and Nic won't get hit anymore. Due to the fact that she is rushing herself, she quickly chooses the second option and she says to Seth, "Please don't hurt yourself more! Nara will kill me; And she'll be worried about you. You wouldn't want that, right? Since you like her so much. So please go back to your room." It works and he tries kissing her once more, but she is so hurt by saying what she said and she backs away. Although seeing him walk away is bad, getting kissed by him right now is worse. But then she sees Nic walking away as well. Why? Is the first question that she gets, but then as she hugs him it hits her: She fucked up. She chose the wrong choice when they were fighting. Now Nic is probably feeling much worse than when he was getting hit.

Now Nic will never love her. And Seth will never come back for her because she pushed him away.

So now, Seiko is all alone.